I’m a Failure MyHealthyDish

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I’ve been quietly singing this song all year, enjoying the feeling of calm and power it brings. But, after my mother passed, it took on a whole new meaning. • I am and always have been my mother’s savage daughter. But I have this problem of not stepping into my personal power; of not trusting in myself, of being scared to take up space, of being terrified to be seen. I suppose this is an exercise in self expression. • It's taken me three months to put this together. I realize it’s not perfect – this strange thing kept happening where the more I tried to re-do it, to “fix it”, the worse it got. • What was supposed to be easy and fun became an exercise in immense patience and persistence, in learning how to hold ceremony, and in letting go of expectations. • I needed to let go of caring about how this turned out for the sake of performance. • I was reminded that the more you grasp at or push something, the more it escapes you. I learned a lot about holding space for sacred stillness to draw in that which you seek. • I think I got most of the way there, but I guess this is me. Untrained, experimenting, trying a hundred new things at once on my own. Grieving. Reclaiming. Stepping into my power. • Thank you for being here ❤💪🏽 • (don’t forget to share this with your grandma!! 🌿✨) • ------------------------------ • ▶ FIND ME HERE: • • Instagram: @cosmicvertigoo • @hearthstoneherbal • • Our Nature Photography Prints: https://oakandlindengv.wixsite.com/oa... • ------------------------------ • ▶ OTHER VIDEOS: • • Life Lessons from a Stage IV Lung Cancer Patient: • Life Lessons from a Stage 4 Lung Canc... • • My Stories Playlist: • Stories • • Falconry Playlist: • Falconry • • My Music Playlist: • Music • ------------------------------ • 🎵 Free 30 Day Trial with Epidemic Sound: https://www.epidemicsound.com/referra... • All music is from Epidemic Sound.

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