Still alive

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I filled my cup with liquor • I poured it in my heart • Didn't want to tell them • The wait was just too hard • It was getting early • Sun chasing away the stars • That needle hit 130 before I pulled over and parked • I watched the sunrise till it blinded my eyes • I lost my shit completely, I cried out at Jesus Christ • Didn't want no one to see me • I was already dead • I reached under that seat • I put that gun against my head • I said it's time • but I'm still alive • I spent years sniffing that powder • Now my blood is runnin' clean • I still got a couple charges • But there's a chance I might stay free • I don't ever wanna go back • Where the devil tortured me • So I tightly close my eyes • Repeating psalms 23 • I watched the sunrise till it blinded my eyes • I lost my soul completely then I cried out to Jesus Christ • Didn't think that he would save me • I wanted to be dead • Somehow it didn't fire when I put that gun against my head • so I'm still alive • yeah I'm still alive • I poured out the liquor • I poured out my heart • I didn't want to tell him • The weight was way too hard • It was gettin' early • the son chasing 'way the dark • It was 'round 1:30 • I pulled over and parked • I watched the sunrise till it blinded my eyes • I lost my heart completely, crying out for Jesus Christ • Didn't think he'd hear me • I was already dead • When I reached up under that seat • And put that gun against my head • but I'm still alive • I said it's time • so I'm still alive • I poured out the liquor. • #acousticguitar #recovery #mentalhealth #originalmusic

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