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Megurine Luka Sonder VOCALOID ORIGINAL SONG
>> YOUR LINK HERE: ___ http://youtube.com/watch?v=KwfBhq5UwIg
!! FLASHING LIGHTS !! • TW: self-harm (mentions), cigarettes, death • hi hi hi long time no see! sooo i've been reading some word definitions at the dictionary of obscure sorrows [by john koenig] and there's this specific word that i love: SONDER • it means, *caham*: the profound feeling of realizing that everyone, including strangers passed in the street, has a life as complex as one's own. • honestly i love all the definitions but this one got me and i was like omg..........gotta write some thoughts about it • this song was written out of some old drafts and a very particular event i randomly tried to put into words lol • oh- the video was recorded from this website -- https://hopalongvr.dghost.net/ -- it's a particle visualizer and it's so pretty i just had to------- • and [roll drums] i finally created a twitter account!!! i rode the hype and also created a bandcamp account with my music there! now you can listen and download 'em if you want! LINKS BELOW! • MY TWITTER: / p_float • DOWNLOAD STREAM (BANDCAMP): https://p-float.bandcamp.com/ • • ********* • • LYRICS • entire buildings shaped • wreckage flew away • fell over my brain • no one could ever know • when my world just gave in • the palm of your hands • brutality in • your fingertips • stamping hate everywhere • minimal harsh move • felt like a farewell • when you left me behind • you blowing death like smokes • swallowing illness • with my low glass filled • with memories • like a memory blurred dizzy • you didn't come back repeating • loops of your face ice cold • saying pretty words • never meaning them • you know i do it too • your arms filled with scars • self-made burns with marlboro butts • and you feel nothing but phantom pains • to prove you're alive • you're in love with pain • burning burning • the wheeze of burning skin • without barriers • you were still away • empty gazing my eyes • mint candies didn't work • lost the whole effect • leaving your escapes • impregnated in cloth • you have to stop running • you have to stop this • to stop pretending • you don't listen • the blood came from my face • nose was crooked down • lips cut and face marked • you don't get it • having other body with me • his heart pumping blood into veins • your head as full as mine • cigarettes smoked more than my own • i couldn't know • this life of yours • you're burning • you know i do it your way too • you have to stop running from you • you have to stop hiding from pain • you have to start feeling again • you have to stop saying those things • when we're all alone and empty • you were somewhere else • like a ghost out of my reach when yesterday • you laid down by my side • looking at the door • never facing me • doing nothing • your time-bomb exploded grenades • but you showed up there on my bed • like the night i saw you • not like other nights • and i felt that peace • doing nothing • your face was dripping blood • mine fixed up and sewn • punching everything • in a public restroom • where no one saw us you held me • whispering numb words that ain't true • you were with me again • breathing on my neck • my own proof of life • i'm so sorry • you were with me again • smoking in my room • staining my ceiling • in bed doing nothing
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