Youtor
17 YEARS
YOUR LINK HERE:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=uuYokq6GZpc
SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/spectre0799/17... • Dedicated to ct. Lyrics: • You call me genius, I'm just editing the metadata • My end goal is maybe end up in a legislature • Papa always say my intellect could insurrect a nation • I just hope I don't lose my message in my presentation • Cause I don't think they understand it • Ignoring all the signs, cos I'm living on a tangent • I can't think straight, pulling my weight like calisthenics • It's no wonder my generation is worried 'bout the planet • From lack of discern we got pandemic • Reminisce on back-a-when my main concerns was academic • Back when my behaviour was seen as recalcitrant • Or even earlier when we learned the alphabet • Now it's guilt triggers, I can't even go to High Park • Cause what I did there was obscene and my mind's dark • I'm beginning to feel uneven in my heart • As though my inner self is Steven and I'm Marc • But, don't get it twisted • I weave through rows of corn roots in former cotton fields slaves picked in • But ima step back and yield, I ain't playing victim • Like Blacks who hear what catholics did, but they remain Christian • For the simple necessity, might try to ascertain freedom • Or you're thinking maliciously, like ima grab a chain, bleed him • Yeah, that's your specialty or better yet, leave him buried • Like near Penetanguishene, when attention seekers • Believed they could hang me from the tree of their awful view • Mentally they could change what everybody thought from rumors • Then that seed poisoned all the fruit • And I was extricated from their social molecule • Misery loves company, depression love solitude • Power start meshing when the pressure runs volatile • My friend said he saw me as a role model • I hope he don't listen, cause my soul's so hollow • That's what I was thinking when that list was up • Music was the only reason I was living, but • Then my girl came along, gave me what I was missing and • I saw the ways I was wrong, made me act different • Felt like I'm running in place, • Since violations of space, my mind state has been days since last incident • Besides, fixing my ways, begat innocence • Anxiety came back like waves, it passed different • I fall like that • The feelings go away, then they crawl right back • It's just the wave, just the wave • It's just the wave, just the wave • I put it all on the track • The lyrics convey, and the soul comes back • It's just the wave, just the wave • Just the, wait, check it • This last one goes out to my man bucket hat • Thank you for coming back, I understand • That you wasn't happy with the way that I was distant • Pushing others away, I should have listened • You were right that the business was just taking over • Cause when me and bro drifted, I didn't even notice • Now I'm tryna close the rift, I hope I'm making progress • I don't want to start a tiff, I just hope you know this • Whenever you need to vent, I'm your pair of ears • You're my best friend in the world, I'll make it clear • You're the reason I got these fans, the reason Spectre's real • You're the reason I made it through • I know how it feels to be haunted by the thoughts, every second that pass • All the trauma that you endured, I've seen it in your past • But I promise you'll make it through, one foot after the last • Your opportunities in the future are so vast • I love you • TIKTOK: / spectre0799
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