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I Have Schizoid Personality Disorder
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Video Source: www.youtube.com/watch?v=WdzbaNRao30
Took 15 years but I finally have a diagnosis! Let's talk about what that means. • My Facebook post on Patreon (public, no paywall): / my-diagnosis-61191959 • The SPD playlist I talk about: • Schizoid Personality Disorder • Wikipedia's very comprehensive article on SPD: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizoi... • Important note: I realise I present differently to other schizoids. I talk about that in the video, but basically I've developed a covert presentation which hides my true condition, much like how girls with autism mask. Even if we forget about the terrible psychologist who dismissed me, being covert probably contributed to the ridiculously long delay in diagnosing me. Interestingly, the moment I stopped filming, the whole on-camera persona dropped, and I was actually surprised how fast that happened now that I'm paying attention to it. • ALSO! In the video, I occasionally misspeak, because my brain moves faster than my mouth lol. The worst of these moments occurs at 40:17 when I meant to say I guess when you DON'T have emotions you default to this cold logic - I didn't catch this before uploading, it's such a long video that I couldn't be bothered to edit it (and it's taken a whole day to publish it as it is!) • ------------- • Links! • Support me on Patreon: / destroyermariko • Just want to send a one-off tip? https://www.paypal.me/MarikoGray • Website: https://www.destroyermariko.com/ • Music: https://destroyermariko.bandcamp.com/ • Instagram: / destroyermariko • Facebook: / destroyermariko • Tumblr: / destroyermariko • Twitter: / destroyermariko • DeviantArt: http://destroyermariko.deviantart.com/ • My bands: • A.D.Destroyer on Bandcamp: https://addestroyer.bandcamp.com/ • Rainbow Death Ray on Bandcamp: https://rainbowdeathray.bandcamp.com/ • Rainbow Death Ray's website: http://www.rainbowdeathray.com/ • ------------- • Thanks for watching! x
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