heylog pathetic ft residential audio

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featuring residential • produced by heylog • support heylog: • / heylog • / heylog • / heylog • / byelog • / itsheylog • https://open.spotify.com/artist/5Jf6p... • support residential: • / user-411557229 • / _residential • https://open.spotify.com/artist/5QoAW... • lyrics: • (heylog) • the veins in my skin pop out when i'm warm • i handle a blade and point to my arm • oh she'd be upset if i put it through • i'll put it away but only for u • well this time u won, you proud of yourself • i put us down, no need to be held • i've suffered too long in my mental state • i'm harming myself, does it look like i'm okay • i said u were right • and i'm sorry just know i'm not bright • or the smartest, keep beating my eyes • till they're blue and to where i can't see • now they're swollen, i'm blind in my view • and now everyday feel like i lose • but i'm trying to cope without u • and it's hard oh baby it's hard • so wish me ur luck and ur regards • it drips from my forearm to my shirt • watching the blood fall is the worst • ignore all of your calls cus i've learned • i made it a full year without her • I LISTEN TO NONSENSE ON A BASIS • IT'S ALL IN MY HEAD AND IT'S MY FAVORITE • I KEPT THEM AROUND FOR ENTERTAINMENT • I CHOOSE TO STAY PRIVATE AND FACELESS • DON'T TEXT ME • DON'T CALL ME • I'VE WITNESS AUTOPSY • DON'T COME HOME • I WON'T BE HERE • I LEFT SO IT'S SINCERE • a lots on my mind • like my future and maybe a wife • and i wonder if music's my prize • it's the only thing going for me • been a week since i've gone outside • i'm pathetic it sums up my life • forgot her and god it's about time • and something that i can't help but think • if ur disappointed in me • (residential) • tell me what you find • deep inside her eyes • cause she used to be kind • until she lost her mind • blade in the basement • i'm high but i'm anxious • snapping back the hat when i am next in the rotation • thought i found myself, but i'm in dissociation • love being alone, but i don't fuck with isolation • quarter ounce • pack it up and take me out • you said i’d be better now • but all i got are pills around • where the fuck you’ve been at • you left your nail marks on my back • now i'm going too fast • but i can't help but think about the past • i just smoked what was left in the bag • and i really don't mind if i crash

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